November 22, 2007
Haven’t update here for a while, though I got lots of draft waiting to be finished and published, ooh…whatever…
so many different things, people…comes and goes around
I am very depressed recently…
One day when I was on my way to school; while standing on the side walk and wait for the traffic light, all the sudden this thought came to me “I hope this traffic light will just stay red, then I don’t need to step out and move forward” I didn’t realize how bad I want to escape from school life until this moment…
be finical independent, more excitement and see the real world…
September 16, 2007
死老頭也不看看自己一把年紀，憑什麼以為我會喜歡你？我逢場作戲你要信以為真是你太不上道！還怪到我頭上？有沒有搞錯阿？噁心死了！
老而不尊，沒水準！ 
September 13, 2007
常常說一些話，也只是為了讓自己相信，或許是催眠，更多是提醒，如同潛意識的命令。
最後連自己都分不清…滿滿的迷惑，已經遺失了初衷。
Don’t lie to yourself, you will get lost….
September 8, 2007
Okay~! I promise this is the last trip for this summer…
I went to Napa with some girl friends today, we had a fun trip.
The first winery we visited was Trefethen.
(can I stay here forever please?)
It costs 10 dollar to do a tasting (4 kinds)…
I tried 2006 Dry Riesling, 2005 Chardonnay, 2006 S.I.N. Rosé of Pinot Noir, 2003 Merlot, and finally decided to get bottle of 2006 S.I.N. Rosé of Pinot Noir.
The grapes, they are super SWEET!
Robert Mondavi Winery was the next one since it is so famous.
I tried 2003 Pinot Noir, 2005 Chardonnay and 2005 Moscato d’oro. Moscato d’oro was suggested by the server since she sew we are all young girls and might be interested in somehow a sweeter wine, the result was, WE ALL LOVE IT! Each of us bought this wine in the end.
WE had our lunch at Rutherford Grill, kinda pricey BUT good food!
Grilled ostrich.WE had our lunch at Rutherford Grill, kinda pricey BUT good food!
Grilled ostrich.
Leg of Lamb.
Sashami Tuna Salad.
Oreo ice cream sandwich.
Because the girls (two of them were just visiting) wanted to see Snoopy museum, we didn’t have time to make anymore stop at Napa valley but just go straight to Santa Rosa after lunch.
The museum was getting closed in 20 minutes when we finally arrived there…
There was no point to buy a ticket to get in and seeing things in rush, we just hanged around the gift shop and take some pictures then head back home.
September 2, 2007
雖然明白所有的過去都不會復返，但我仍停止不住好奇，一再的揣想。
對我而言，選擇必須是一種絕對的拋棄；譬如程式語言的二進位，非1即0，沒有其他。可惜人生不是公式，我的心也不是鐵打的，雖然不想承認，但是要嘴硬的說不曾後悔過，連我自己都不信。而這些過往的片斷，最愛在寤寐之際，對我展開侵襲。然後在某個失眠的夜，或是驚醒後心悸的失神片刻，像是大軍壓境似的，讓我在回憶裡滅頂。
絕大部份的人都說我鐵石心腸，做什麼事都不給自己留退路。我想，這樣決絕的態度，就像是逞兇鬥狠般，也需要腎上腺素的成全吧！有好多事，如果不是憑著一股衝動，我大概會有另一種人生。我其實很優柔寡斷，不過幸好，我很愛面子；只要把話說絕了，路走死了，狗急了也會跳牆，管他牆後面會是什麼？跳過之後，過去就被牆掩住，好的壞的，來不及帶走的，就都不用再想了。
可惜我總是回頭望，望眼欲穿；然後又是某個衝動的午後，悄悄的從牆上敲下一片磚…。老實說我手足無措，心慌意亂，怕牆崩了倒了；那，要不補回去吧！卻又倔著，便這麼僵住了。
